Somethings up…
Not sure what just yet, but my mood has been off since the weekend. Could just need sleep, not really sure. Right now I’ve been spending quite a bit of time praying for direction from God. I know he was guiding us towards the new job, but what I can’t figure out is how I’m supposed to hold down a job, be present with my family, seek God’s will through prayer and Bible study, and have time for anything else (like serving in the youth ministry again, or keeping up with the technology news, or “honing my craft” :).
I guess that’s probably at least part of what it is that’s been gnawing at me. I know that there’s just so much that I could be doing, and I’m not, and I guess part of me is trying to figure out how to fit those things in again, or if they’re even supposed to be fit in at all. I don’t know what I expected out of this, but it has helped me to hear the thoughts bouncing around in my brain, so I guess that’s a positive thing.
For now that’ll have to do, I’ve got to get some sleep…
August 8th, 2007 at 1:15 pm
Could it be that you need more time to devote to the topic you blogged about in March? I love you.
August 21st, 2007 at 2:20 pm
Since I can’t pull up lifeatadistance, I am going to respond on your page. RC as the old saying goes, take time to smell the roses. Sounds like you need to slow down and take one thing at a time. I kinda know how ya feel. Being a single mom trying to make ends meet, and providing the best that I can for my daughter. You can’t do it all, slow down and take deep breaths.
August 21st, 2007 at 8:40 pm
Thanks ladies. Yeah, slowing down definitely helps. It’s really been good to straighten out my priorities and get back on track with important things. Like Kassy mentioned some time to myself, and some time alone to spend in prayer and scripture helps to provide focus. Thank you both for the encouragement.